I failed Amath test once again. I seriously didnt know if I okay mahh. Have been failing ever since April / May. =.=

Chem test.... sure getting scolding soon. Got one wrong lerr.. But, miracally, my social studies is improving o.o I can do many questions from SBQ which I didnt know how I do it.

*shouts* Hey! All go for prom larr! If not no fun lerr! If you all no go then I think I also not going lerr. So, just go. XD If worry about clothes, we can like, buy together or something? If is money, can start saving now mahh( everyday save 1$$, save for only 2 months plus)

URGH.. just now sleep too much lerr.. now must finish up ALL homework.
Bye then ;)

Hehehhs, spending some time to write what I've done recently while doing amath homework. xD
I think still have whole loads of chemistry to do =X but nevermind, later then do.

T.T my stomach hurts... Urgh! Think is not used to eat chilli soup anymore.. dontknow will hurt until when but still, nevermind XD

Hummmmpph! Im waiting for that bloody DJMAX to load finish. Think need another 2 more days. What the egg right! My class is so in for it. I want play larr! Stupid thing so slow!
Hey Shueauyun! After you buy that red psp, I shall send you BOMBERMAN. And, lets fight! lols XD Its fun to see the bomberman killing each other.

Oh yahh! Today Ms liew praised me! ^^ She say I dressed decent lerr and being good cause attend church for 2 services.. hehehehhs. I'm not proud but seriously, I'm good. XD
She want teach me on Tuesday but not sure how many times, even still I shall cherish it!She is the best person I ever know! I love her larr!(not les okay)

** I've learnt many important things today. Never blames, but love. I know its hard, but I will try. =D
And, I've learnt to love myself, not so much as to be self-centred. Please tell me if you think I'm no good in any way, I won't scold =)

Hmmmm, tomorrow there's interection period and 4/2 is having ... CAPTAIN'S BALL! It will be fun cause I am playing x)
Uhh.. not sure tomorrow in time to book the court.. lolls. I totally forgot to book it, and even borrow ball. Hahahhs, nevermind tomorrow then jialat.

Wednesday, the study at marineparade was thumbsup! Ariz and Mandit were so cute, until I cannot control giggling softly.. cause was around 8.15 then Sem said he has dinner with parents so got to go, then Ariz and Mandit dont allow him go larr.. keep finding questions for him to do.. They so cute! XD Act blurr to each other saying dont know how to do, only until 8.45 then allow him go.. hahahs!

Saturday was fun-fun too.. Those Boardrick guys were funny. After tuition, met up with Weiren Jiazhen Huiyee and Yaoming to study at mac. I admit, it was noisy, but somehow, I love studying there compared to school. Ohyahh! During the group study, we spotted gay/gays. EEEEEEEEEEEEk! I seriously thought HE was a SHE. But, Huiyee was so right. HE was a HE. Yucks! I can tell you, I TOTALLY DISLIKE GAYS+LESBIANS. Yucks! So ERRRR can! Huiyee said she like to observe these people, and she finds it weird too. *puke* Really, its disgusting. HE look like a SHE sia.. But when HE talks, you will know =.=

^^V Bought a new dark grey cardigan. My mommy said I was mad(cause keep buying long sleeve clothes) But I'm not, believe me, I just like long sleeves. HOWEIHAO bought a new shirt too. He's shuai if he jianfei. Mommy said he will have girlfriendss after he jianfei success.. lolls. He so shy.. sure dont dare ask for stead.(nevermind, I shall teach him) His shirt was sososo tight, my goodness. Dontknow what he wants to show off from his body =X

Okay, need to catch up on my homework now..
Nightnight dears =D



sometimes, it just hurt too much for me to face reality. what am i supposed to do, to run away from this prolong dream. am i just too weak to face the fact that everything is over.

lolls.. back to blogging...
XD

lets recall what I've done recently.. starting on Sunday!

SUNDAY
Woke up just in time to go church... slept quite late the night before.
Church was nice! Interesting topic x)
Went home afterwards.. in bus, he messaged me things.. I cried. Being dumb again =.= Didn't know why cry also.. just reading and music-ing halfway and out of sudden...
Mommy waited for me at NTUC.
Forgot top up ezlink card and homed.
Didn't do much homework afterwards..

MONDAY
Woke up early enough so can walk to school(got to figure out the way). But.. it was raining so, took bus to school.. didn't know what bus to take to school at inter. LOL thanks to xuanwei!He saved me.
Interaction period in the morning was such fun! Enjoyed lots.. Zamir danced and sing, feat Fazwin, Philo and Brandon( did I missed out anyone?) Ohh.. and Sheauyun and Chioulooi went up to sing 彩虹! x)
After that was lots of tiring lesson.. especially...*shh*
physics lesson afterwards.. got really a bad scolding during the practical... dont know why I so blur also.. Mrs quek screamed "Yingsiew! Why today you are blurrer than normal?! Do you know what you are doing?!"
After meeting her after the practical.. went home. Feeling so sucky and terrible.
Didn't do much homework also...

TODAY
Woke up quite early.. so walked to school. Yea^^ managed to reach school quite early and figured the way out.(Hope tomorrow will remember the way..)
PE was soso fun! Love it! Chioulooi and Shafiq lose to me okay!(jkjk)
It was nice larr.. we swap players .. me VS shafiq and chioulooi VS alexss tong mommy.
Then.. was photo taking! fun-fun-fun!
But.. That woman want talk to my daddy =.=
Hummmph

Recently so sucks.. nevermind.. tomorrow maybe better.
hmm bye..
got to do homework lerr
and got to sleep early tonight cause tomorrow is a longlong day!(study with sem and ariz! ^^)
bye loves =DD


im so missing you, i miss you lotslots.

I know its so late to update now. But nevermind (x
I cant sleep.

Wake up today and started eating.. =.= eat till going tuition then finally stop. What the egg am I thinking sia.. I must start dieting lerr larr! Hummmph! stupid food! I shall refrain from you! XD

Tuition was fun-fun-fun! The boardrick boys were funny! They keep making the tutor angry. Hahahhs!
When I went to take keys for toilet, Mr Ong was like "Why you need keys?" lolls, then he gave one of those biantai smile.Cause yesterday went toilet during tuition, then prissy and me lazy take keys, so went boys toilet(dont need keys de) and Mr Ong came in. He so shocked! lols. He stare at me inside then to toilet sign. HAHAHHS!

Okay, shopped at parkway after tuition. Awwww! no clothes to add in my closet...
Oh, get to go shopping cause didn't go study with sem and ariz.. hehehhs.
Nevermind. He said on wednesday. 4.30? lolls.. not sure if I can make it in time but still, I agreed.

Shitshitshit! now is 3?!!! got to sleep lerr.. cause tomorrow there's church! (;
Night loves.. MUACKKS
(most likely im off-ing my lappy and take it out from my closet till the day o level ends)


miss me, dream me, i know you do.
but why cant you just say i love you?
im really missing you.
cause when i need you, no one is there,
when im sad, no one understand,
even when im crying, you dont even care.

Daddy and Mommy, I told myself I wont promise anyone anymore, cause I dont do it. But now, I shall make my promise to you, here in my heart. This will be the last promise i shall uphold. Im posting it to tell everyone that its true. I promise I will study hard and get the results you wanted longlong ago. I know I had disappoint you upteenth times. You forgave and forgave me, all I know was to shout at you. Im sorry, really really sorry. Im impatient, but you understand. I did not get the results you want, but you still care. God has really blessed me by giving me the best parents. Only I didn't realised. Realise, you both are the one who care and love me. I love you daddy mommy. Please takecare and wait for my results. I love you lots. This time, I will study real hard. I promise.

Hehehhs...
Im finding a someone to teach me BIOLOGY and SOCIAL STUDIES. Hmmm.. Is like what the egg larr. My bio suddenly sucks like nobody business. Erm, no. I think everything drop until cannot. Suddenly nehh! Everything so lousy, but, CHINESE improve =.=

^^V Sem and Ariz teaching me though. Yea. They are GOOD. They from ngeeann de larr. They are sososo good! Hope they wont freak out when they study with me... hehehhs

I finally know the truth.. Shhhhhh. Bleahh, you are not blessed enough to know what. *top secret*
Found out after pressing my DARLINN.
She was totally mersmerised by me, so no choice, she gave in and told me the first letter of the name. Since Im blessed with a good brain, I found out. (shhhshhhshhh)

After much boring lessons, we enjoyed the NE quiz and national songs. Its like so fun larr!
Then, after amath remedial, Cassini, Silin, Javier, Alex and me discussed about prom night. The theme is 'Retro'? EEEEeeeek! So, we totally oppose it. * beam*
And then, played BASKETBALL! ^^
Tell you, I found my truetrue love. BASKETBALL. I think Im good at it. Marcus also praised me larr! Yea!

Hmmm, snatched Leon's lollipop and disturbed him. So fun! But in the end, that Jianhao larr! Grrrr! snatched back! Nvm, and oh! Edwin's magic! I think you should see. Its a wow-wow magic!(cause till now im still wondering how he done it)
And, Leon! please dont sadsad alright! (:

Brrrrrr.... Im soso cold! Turn the air-conditioner to 25 degree celcius, but its still so cold! My mineral water also turn cold lerr.. Brrrrrr
But i still love my room larr. (x hehehhs


Night, mommy scolding me XD
Bye, loves!

Daddy, please dont think other things while driving. Please, really dangerous. I love you (:

Mommy, please dont be so fierce, but still, I love you (:

Weihao didi, please remember to bring your keys to school, and I love you too (:

Mike Ho didi, please dont get addicted to computer games, I love you also (:

Him, please still love me, cause I love you (:

Me, please study more and be more gentle(:

T.T
So sorry Jamei! Please heal faster..
Today burnt her back during chemistry practical.. aww.. really sorry.
See her so painful I feel so damn guilty. She say there's a blister.. Awww!

So dumb of me. Couldn't i have shifted myself?! Stupidstupid! I think is cause Im not wide awake.. blurrr!


Although today was tiring, weird indeed, I felt nice. Haiyo. Later must finish all homeworkss... last few days didn't have time to finish up all.(move house)
Lack of so much sleep also larr! Grrr! panda eyes coming out lerr bahh..

Yesterday, i slept during emath lesson, lunch break, and chinese lesson. heheheess.. Tell you what. Sleep is goodgood for health. You know why? Cause can let you have no white hair, no stress, grow more adorable like me and non stop smiling! Yea ^^ Sleeping is real good. (lols.. seems like promoting people to sleep)

Oh yah! moved to bedok inter there lerr! Got loads of new stuffs. BUT i hate the MRTs! HUmmmmph! every 5 mins a MRT pass by and shouted such a loud hello =.=
ohh. and my whole block only 3 families moved in(including my family).

Hmm.. im boredbored now. Still gots loads of homeworkss awaiting me.. Grrr
so, got to go (:
Bye loves.

)):

Im a worst being you ever find. Really.
I think Im tootootoo much. Im nothing but a robber. A robber who robs your happiness.

Today really sucks.
-Mrs quek say I must work extremely hard cause getting worst lerr.
-Keep daydreaming during lesson.
-Ignored my bestest friends when they talk.
-Found out the worst side of me.

I think he is soso right. I should not have agreed. I only think of myself, even rebuke him. Stupid me! Dumb me! ifeelsoterrible... sorry
Was in bus when he scolded me.. so dumb of me, open bag bigbig and place wallet inside without zipping. Worst is, suddenly cry. Idiot. So many people see and thought I mad.
Realised Im really so bad.

What should I do now? Can somebody hug me.. and tell me what to do.

HHEHEHE .. im BACK! XD

actually.. is my darlinn her and darlinn she requested an update in this blog. foochioulooi threatened me (x

BELATED HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO PHILO!


hmmm.. today was so tiring lahh! Morning no odt and got to wait for 1 hour =.=
after soso many tiresome lessonss, BIO SPA. It was so NOT fun. Practically, i cant pound the rice grains. But i was so good to that foo darlin, hees.. i volunteered to sit infront of her.. How good. okay, back to the rice... they fly all over lorr! must keep sweep it back. Worst thing is, the experiment was so wrong. Results were shit. XD nvm .. just a practice (i think)

After pounding.. so tired lerr.. but! got to continue with physics mock paper =.=
GRRR.. so tired .. now then reach home to update..

Oh yah!何牛奶. He's my didi XD
Chioulooi laugh until almost cry .. LOL ...
"I LOVE 牛奶! He so cute! He sings and dance damn well (x
soo.. he should have same surname as me dx"

Then.. we walked home together.. chioulooi,jamin,jiayin,sheauyun,weiting and me.(leongbing and his darr behind) We were so noisy larr.. hahas.. and we argued about what is that thing built in between our school and Red Swast. Is overhead bridge lorr .. Chioulooi act cute larr.. say is for planting flower =.=
So.. if its a overhead bridge, she will go up and plant .. ^^ Lets have patience and wait for that day to come .. weeeeeee


Argh! im tiredtiredtired! Sleeping now x) Night loves!