Super shagged. These few weeks are so busy and tiring!!! Despite being the "down" period of year. Our department decided to participate in a tender which totally exhausted me.
Yesterday night still have to rush the tender breakdown till pass midnight! Can't wait for this to be over soon. Like really.
Earlier on when I was on the way to office.. As usual I will dabao my black coffee at the coffeeshop where I alight. Some thoughts just gushed in through and made me re thought about my life.
I saw a Bangladeshi having his breakfast alone. Guess he is having his breakfast before work.. then I looked around the coffeeshop. Everyone is alone, having breakfast, preparing to work.
Why life is so mundane & tough? Every morning, wake up, rush to work, eat, end of the day go back home to sleep and the next day cycle comes again. What is the meaning of life? I pondered about this.
We worked so hard for ourselves, our family, our future. But what are we really doing? End of your life, all that you have fought so hard for, just diminished at your last breath. Why do we have to grind ourselves to the maximum and we won't know what will happen next?
Enjoy your every moment. Every seconds. Not slogging yourself till there is no meaning in your life. I think we should cherish everything we have and be contented with what we already have, or had.
I hope I can act on what I preach though. Even though sometimes, I'm just complaining and complaining about how difficult or sad my life is. But its all your choice. You chose it, you should suck it down and shut up.
2015 resolution much? Haha.
Thursday, December 18, 2014
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