i really miss you..
missing you even before sleeping, waking up, walking, shopping, doing anything..
i miss you.
always checking my phone if you had message me,.. checking msn if you have talked to me..

am i like dumb or what..
you said you already give up.
there's no way we will be together anymore.

no way no way.
how stupid can i be .. stupid dumb girl.
i hate myself for loving you without courage.
hurting you is like tearing myself apart.. i feel so dumb; so f**k up.

now, sleeping everyday to get myself forget, all the things we done.
but, its impossible, i know, for sure.